5.29.12

I want to make this work. I want to try new things with you, things you thought I wouldn’t want to do. I want to show you my good side but for you to love my flaws too. I want to explore the world with you and I want to explore myself with you too. You’re the most perfect example of a human being. You are what being human means. An identity with perfections and flaws. Skills, talents, passions, and imperfections. You’re everything I could ask for and more and I hope you feel the same way. I’m sorry sometimes I put things down in words better than how I say them in real life but hopefully these words mean something to you and you’ll find my love and life in them too. I’m sorry for what I’ve done and i hurt because of what you’ve done but I’m a firm believer in fixing things and I think I can and we can fix this too. I got lucky to have you and I never want that luck to wash away and remember you are lucky for me too so we should keep it this way. Promise me in your heart that you’ll keep fighting like I did and that you’ll love me forever and always like we promised the very first time. I cant live without your friendship and your love so please don’t steal it and give it away to someone else because I can’t bear that thought. It is true we might not have been friends before we were in a relationship but I feel like a relationship is a friendship and through the past year I want nothing more than to be your best friend and for yours and mine understanding and that we can have a friendship that lasts and builds our foundation for a relationship. I love you. My babyboo, my man, my poop, and everything I’ve ever called you Bradley Thomas Mautz and I’m willing to make it if you are and I want to be together.